Thursday, October 11, 2012
Sometimes it's really hard to 'believe there is good in the world' when you've been hurt in such a way that everything becomes skewed. Sometimes it's also really hard to 'be the good' when your world has been turned upside down and your insides are screaming to seek revenge. And sometimes it's really even harder to stomach cheesy sayings like this because you're just not ready to see them yet.
But sometimes, when you become a healthier and more stable you (after a lot of healing and time and self reflection has taken place), it's no longer as hard to see a saying like this. It's no longer as hard to believe in its meaning. It's no longer as hard to try and implement the words into your life somehow. You won't want to barf at first glance because you don't buy into that kind of thing anymore. On the contrary, you'll most likely smile a little smirk and think Wow! I like that! It's so true. There is good out there... all around... and the good starts with ME.
I think I'm moving forward... slowly but surely. I am welcoming good and positive thoughts about the world, about others and about myself into life again... which is why I MUST have this sign in my house somewhere.